A mental health disorder characterised by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life.

Irrational panic, self deprecation over real and perceived things from past, present and sometimes future, a feeling of dread and loss, self loathing, even of convincing oneself of worthlessness, the want to distance oneself or push others away, doubting oneself and even so bad as wishing you weren't alive. Those are just some things that one feels while dealing with depression. But here's the worst of it, it's not the same for everyone. Each person deals with their own demons and shadows, it may be some of, all of or even more than those things mentioned.

That is more of description of the symptoms, but it is a mental disorder, usually brought on by some kind of trauma, not always, life altering events and even physical chemical imbalances.

Extreme sadness, without hope.

Severe cold that never ends

You have NO joy in life

Feeling sad and unhappy

A very deep dark pit that you can't climb out of surrounded by people demanding that you make your own rope with materials you don't have

Selfish 24/7