@BrownEyedElliex I will try. Thank you for positive words

@Fertilization Feels like these years were enough to tell me about the way I would end up

@UnderstandMe Hope you are taking care of yourself. No need to panic though

@PassingThrough Staying away from these might be easier for you? No?

@Joy2003 true and I typically do. But those are my fears

@ABCDEF7 This fear because of my nature of not being able to socialize and make friends.. I have not even a single friend

@Joy2003 There are many girls of similar nature. You just have to find a right platform and give it a try and some time to build the relationship. I guess you would be more lucky than others and find a very good partner for yourself.

But remember you will have take the first step yourself.

All'the best !!

@SW-User What is your age?

@Joy2003 hawaii 5-0

@SW-User I have a feeling that I wouldn't live that long

@CrazyMusicLover I hope it never comes to that

@RoxClymer Why does it feel like there is no time and everything has already been decided?

@Joy2003 because you are college age and up to your high school graduation you had a Lot of things decided for you;you still have 3/4of your lfe leftan You get to decide what to do with it.

@Isthisit Why would you lose your flat?

@ravenhill It kinda plays with my mind. Not healthy at all

@Disguised What are you afraid of? 🤔

@Joy2003 that people will find my weakness and use it against me...

@Jeffrey53 There must be something?

@Joy2003 I’ve been threw a lot in last 10 months. I have nothing to fear anymore

@DDonde I think fear of rejection is rational. But being humiliated for not knowing something reflects a lot about other people not you. No one is expected to know everything

@Joy2003 That's true