Well do you want to lets things go or not? Your mom was not prefect she did the best she can or maybe she did not. It's all up to you do you want to move on or hold it against her for the rest of your life. You will not be forgiving her to let her off you will be doing it for yourself. You have to decide are you going to live in the past or move on?

Growing up we had a hard life not much money but we was rich in love. Cherish every moment as we never know when they will be gone