@daydeeo really I carry lots of tolerance, so I trust in myself, if I feel anger, then it is too much. As you say, with compassion, but sometimes it needs to be lesser the compassion, otherwise they won't get the message, as all they know is the compassionate me. I do not wish to disappoint but I will have to, either disappoint them or me. Meh
@QCDog2659 I feel the need to show more respect to myself somehow this last period. I am doing so much you know. And some just feel like I am laying there all day and they are entitled to my time and energy. It is me of course, doing it, it is always us, giving the permissions and signals. It is a character trait in the end, the understanding. But this too needs to be approached with respect. I felt such irrelevance the last days, I am sorry for bringing it here like that.
I would actually like to receive some comment from some woman here perhaps, because I believe it is more of a feminine crossing, of some sorts. I would like to find some relevance with some woman who has done that, setting boundaries of her kindness and giving nature. 🙏🏼
I am seeing this for years of course, but there's been some urgency as of lately.
Thank you for your time and reply.
It is awkward growing up, no matter the age and point. I will try to be more graceful, but there is all this fire!