@NeddyKelly It was all grace and His leading, when crying out to Him, He answered I just did a couple of things that I was told to do and that was to love, So I thought of others and how my life affects theirs so I wanted to be good to all, and God let me know "You really love people, be good!" But I wanted to LOVE GOD!!! So I went after loving God, and that's when I started hearing the Angels sing!!! I walked through fire playing for keeps to keep one person in my life, but they didn't like me back, so God gave me beauty for ashes it was Him whom I needed, and Gave me more than that person could ever give me!!! God is just perfection I am honored to be saved by Him from the pits where He saved me from to the Heavenly places He's seated me at! I just want to let every lost person know that they can be saved!!! He's defenately the real deal! And the Love I had searched for all my life is in Him! And watching Him heal people, watching the first responders talk about their jobs being miraculous, x ray technitions telling people who were healed from a broken bone that the God that healed them was Jesus! It's exciting! That is just a toe in the ocean that God has done for me and the people around me! I am not perfect though I am tired all the time, that's why I'm trying to work out physicially to rebuild my body that has been through rough patches while my mind healed!