@Stephanidunord That is where I started from, I went through what you went through, but we're just passing through....My darkness turned to light over time, from condemned to Heavenly...Jesus saves, He is who He says He is. He made Him He who knew no sin to become sin for us so that we might have the righteousness of God! He is the redeemer while we were still yet sinners, then we get sanctified and really get set apart and live and love for Him...There is nothing like it, it's a grand adventure, it's glorious, it's intimate and loving, and the grace is so beautiful!! I would encourage you to give faith a fighting chance! Jesus came for people like you and me to save us from the demonic voices and to seat us in heavenly places! Even in this Life! God bless you on your journey! Enjoy the ride of your life!!!