Not a Christian here but try holding onto just a few key points and let all the extra go. Something like the apostles creed which sums things up nicely and reaffirms what you believe in without getting bogged down in details that may not matter.
Also community will be a big help. Reach out to people if you are going through anything.

i found fault in my faith organization, so i am crafting my own faith to make me feel the comfort they can not provide

Beware of the some of christians here unless you really want to lose your faith.

Sister, if you're struggling with faith just know that it's okay it happened to all experienced Christians, just keep in mind that Jesus is there for you no matter what happens

who is this faith again , let me bash em with bible! grawwr...

[b]what is faith anyway ?[/b] can you elaborate with more detail ?

Look for different faith