@MissMollyCharlotte0702 That is a looong story.A post for another night when I have the energy to put it on paper. Basically I was a person who thought I was Christian but wasn't. I was also a crazy conspiracy theorist who connected the dots and while watching a video the narrator asked "are you right with God?". Instantly a replay of my whole life flashed in my mind and I knew I was in need of a savior. I got on my knees and begged for forgiveness. I completely changed and I'm never going back.