What to say......One cannot dismiss the fact that it gets lonely in here as you know. There's not much to do, being confined in a tiny cell. But I do get access to the library in preparation to represent myself. Coming back once again and as I've told you many... See More »
Florida Power And LightOne anegdote I must tell you here, it's pretty funny. As they were testing the electric chair, they were transferring the building to generator power. Florida Power and Light shut off power to the building every time the electric chair was used as... See More »
Leave It To BeaverI don't want to paint a picture of everything being great as in Leave It To Beaver, granted there's no picture perfect families, certainly mine wasn't one. If you take a closer look at your very self, you'll find that to be very true. What I'm... See More »
I am just a manMan was born to love. Though often he has sought like Icarus, to fly too high. And far too lonely than he ought. To kiss the sum of east and west, and hold the world at his behest. To hold the terrible power to whom only gods are blessed. But me, I... See More »
The way I amI'll try to explain to my best ability, having the platform to do so, just what the motivation for my actions is, going back to being a very young adult, impressionable I might add or just too naive. The problem, if you can call it that way, I... See More »
Nightime when all is stillIs the best time for a drive and maybe a walk in the woods in the full moon, with a girl...she doesn't even need to speak. Just having her in your arms is enough. I always have my crowbar in case of a car breaking down
Would you trade the person you are for being someone better?I haven't blocked out the past. I wouldn't trade the person I am, or what I've done, or the people I've known, for anything. So I do think about it. And at times it's a rather mellow trip to lay back and remember.
Liz and my relationshipI'm not an animal, and I'm not crazy and I'm not a split personality. That's all there is to it. People refuse to believe that. That's their problem. There's nothing in my background, I swear to God, and I know it: I've analyzed my own background and... See More »
Desires and doing what's good for youStop being afraid of what could go wrong and think of what could go right. You have a strong desire, almost addictive to do the things you want to do....you want to feel the satisfaction but it doesn't come. So you try again and again...thinking next... See More »
Guilt. It's this mechanism....Guilt. It's this mechanism we use to control people. It's an illusion. It's a kind of social control mechanism and it's very unhealthy. It does terrible things to our body.
Never give up on a dream just because of the time it will take to accomplish it, time will pass anyway
Understanding and insightI understand now a lot of stuff about myself that I didn’t understand then. It makes me realize what was going on. The senselessness of it appalls me, although I’m sure not so much as those who were so close to it
