I Need You Love and Mercy My Dearest God

Dear God,
Nobody understands me, and that's okay You do.....But Lord if you are the light of these world's and you created them and that it truly is the sight of God.....Lord does it make you want to cry like it does Me? Too much evil....Lord If that is what you see in me I'm sorry......but I know that it's not all of me... so why should I ever feel condemned if somebody doesn't like my world...why should I fall for the world's Sins!? Is it my perspective and still a part of Me?

You know what? I can hear the Seraphim Angel's singing as I type this.

Lord how come I just cannot grasp this Mystery? I wish I understood you exactly.