The problem with all you have written here is that it is your interpretation of your perception of writings of the perceptions of other people. This is not philosophy, it is an opinion.
No offense intended but you need to read less and live more. At this point in your life you are too blinded by arrogance and clinging to the opinions you have formed to actually experience "life".

I found philosophical readings interesting but often they seemed to reduce to definitions, what follows from them and disagreements stemming from different definitions. While the logic and conclusions can be interesting, I find literature more fascinating partly due to its being less abstract.

There is no future and there never will be.

This fallacy of thinking is a mind bender, but just think about it.

The future is a hope and a fantasy and nothing more. When and IF it materializes it is the present.