I Do Drugs

I consider alcohol and weed a drug. I love getting drunk, and I also smoke a decent amount of weed. I don't usually smoke weed to get high, I use it just as a means of beating my insomnia. I love alcohol because it just makes my anxiety disappear. I'm more open, I tell people what I'm thinking (even if I may regret that decision later). Another thing I do, I used to be really bad off on, is meth. I don't do it as much anymore. Like I'm not doing it every day and not eating like I used to. It's the fifteenth of the month and I've done it three times already with at least a few days in between, remembering to eat and shower so I can still look healthy. I hate that I got addicted to it. I love the feeling of it when I do it but the come down is a little less desirable but I can manage. It's funny how I've become somewhat of an addict, when I didn't do any of these things until I was nineteen, and I'm twenty now. Things I want to try at least once are shrooms and acid, ecstasy, maybe even cocaine...yeah that sounds bad. I'm trying to never get drugs via my own money. So I can't go broke doing these things. if someone wants to offer me drugs, feel free xD but I'm not going out of my way to spend all of my money on it.