I Have a Confession

If you look deep inside my heart and mind, to the weak things within such as hopes, wishes, thoughts and dreams, I am an adulteror, idolator, aND a covetous woman....even though I have vowed not to cheat on my husband, I still do it all of the time in the weak things within...and that's what I want to change...there are three men who have captured my eye..I find them attractive, tall dark and handsome....but is it possible to look upon a man and not have desire for him, to be pure from within, to love them for who they are and not for what they look like. I want to break these romantic strongholds from within, and look at these men for who they are and love them like brothers in Christ who sees my heart....what I really really want is to have pure desires as I fight for a better world. Or maybe I should just ignore these handsome men altogether, through no fault of their own, but my own weaknesses...I want to strengthen these weaknesses and make them so that there is not a trace of them and to love people because they are all made in God's image....I'm kind of excited to try on brotherly love with people who are beautiful from within. And to love deeply without a hint of impurity.