I Have a Confession

I really want to run away because my life here in VA is so boring and nothing ever happens. I have a great family, and I hate to leave them but I see no other option. I have little to no friends and don't really have much of anyone else to lose when I go.
I want to go somewhere exciting, I want adventure! I want to live. 

I'm depressed, have ADHD and anxiety, and am on like 10 different pills a day for them. I don't know how I'll get by without them but idk.