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I Want To Be Fat Without Caring What Others Think [I Want To Get So Fat, My Fat Won't Stop Growing]

Relocation... I've had a desire to be a gainer my whole life. I'm not even sure it can be counted as a fetish, since That fascination with obesity and that desire to gain wait and see others gain weight was awakened in me long before I had any concept of sexuality at all. Ever since that desire came to my consciousness, I've known that I could never embrace it for fear of my friends and family condemning me for it.
I know some of you are likely to say "Forget what they think, do what's right for you." Well, I hear you, but the fact is I love my friends and family way too much to intentionally drive a wedge like that between us. I'd rather have a good relationship with my friends and family than to embrace that fantasy, especially since I don't even think I'd enjoy being fat in reality as much as I do in fantasy.
One fantasy that I had growing up was to move away. Move far, far away, where absolutely nobody knew me, and start a brand new life. Nobody would know me, so nobody would be surprised if I started going to buffets three or four times a week, and eating there until closing. Nobody would notice as my weight began to go up by a pound a week, then two pounds a week, then three. Nobody would bat an eyelash to see a three-hundred and fifty pound man push around a grocery cart full of junk food, because nobody would know that only a year ago he'd been 220 lbs living across the country. I could find myself a nice plump girl with similar ambitions of fatness, and we could settle into a nice little mutual feedee arrangement. The two of us could grow and grow.
Eventually I'd start to meet other people, and I'd establish friendships. But this time, they would already know me as the fat guy. People would notice a 100 lb gain on a slightly plump but still normal 220 lb guy, but would they really notice or care if their already massive 400 lb friend ballooned his way to 500 with his equally tubby wife?
I could never do these things, though. Like I said, I love my family and my friends here, and I would miss them too much. But still, I can't help but wonder "What if?"
Southpaugh
If it weren't for the tons of medical issues you would have or will have when you get older as a fat person, I would agree w/ you completely. I have had weight problems all my life (I am older than profile says), and I think you should choose another way to just 'be yourself'. It's one thing to be comfortable w/ your body, it's another to doom yourself to a life of eventual diabetes, colon cancer, hypertension, joint problems, organ failure, cardiovascular disease, etc. This is also an issue of self-respect--allowing yourself to be grossly overweight is mistreating yourself, plain and simple. So, while I like and share your basic goal to be accepted, I'd advise you to find another healthier passion to identify with. Good luck.
Notfatenough
That's an interesting "What if..."!
ali37
Your just a coward who lives in fantasy land you sad person !
piggo88 · 36-40, M
...excuse me?
HE IS NOT A COWARD?! watch what you say because people will view you as a bully. Do you want to be viewed as a bully? @ali37

 
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