I Am In Love With An Amazing Woman
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One year ago, I was free falling, spinning and screaming from the depth of my core. I felt as if every piece of foundation had been removed from me and I was teetering on one leg with noone really to catch me if I fell over. And along came YOU. The introduction of you into my life came so out of left field and I did not trust what I was feeling at all and yet my heart was thrusting me closer to you and I could not say "no". And there was a night when, in my loneliness, confusion, crazy fear, you sensed where I was and you told me to go and check your page. I did. And I burst out crying like a baby. This was the song that you posted, and it confirmed to me that I was not alone in this crazy feeling i was having. NEVER had anyone's heart connected to mine in quite that way before. What I mean is....the give back. The things you do and say are things that I would do and say, the things that you are able to give are what I longed to give to someone. So, when you told me to go and check your page and I found this song waiting there, I instantly felt like you saw me. To be seen, and to have my heart reflected back to me was so powerful I could not contain the emotion. My free fall stopped in that moment. I was still scared to death....terrified of the hurt and grief of losing another person. But the free fall did stop and there was just a small glimmer of hope that maybe just maybe you meant what these song lyrics were saying that you felt. The following months were extremely challenging, but every single time I began the free fall within my own psyche, you were ALWAYS steady and loving. There were times that you did not even know how very much I needed reassurance because I was freaking out inside, and you intuitively did exactly what I needed....you were steady. This song has become my heart's breath of relief, my reassurance from you that you feel exactly what I feel, and that I'm not trivial or replaceable. This song sings in my ear about my importance to you. That is something that I did not trust a year ago. I desperately wanted to. And now baby, I do know and trust. And I definitely feel every single word of this song in my heart for YOU. I have died every day waiting for you. I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more. Happy 1 year anniversary to the woman who deserves all of me.
One year ago, I was free falling, spinning and screaming from the depth of my core. I felt as if every piece of foundation had been removed from me and I was teetering on one leg with noone really to catch me if I fell over. And along came YOU. The introduction of you into my life came so out of left field and I did not trust what I was feeling at all and yet my heart was thrusting me closer to you and I could not say "no". And there was a night when, in my loneliness, confusion, crazy fear, you sensed where I was and you told me to go and check your page. I did. And I burst out crying like a baby. This was the song that you posted, and it confirmed to me that I was not alone in this crazy feeling i was having. NEVER had anyone's heart connected to mine in quite that way before. What I mean is....the give back. The things you do and say are things that I would do and say, the things that you are able to give are what I longed to give to someone. So, when you told me to go and check your page and I found this song waiting there, I instantly felt like you saw me. To be seen, and to have my heart reflected back to me was so powerful I could not contain the emotion. My free fall stopped in that moment. I was still scared to death....terrified of the hurt and grief of losing another person. But the free fall did stop and there was just a small glimmer of hope that maybe just maybe you meant what these song lyrics were saying that you felt. The following months were extremely challenging, but every single time I began the free fall within my own psyche, you were ALWAYS steady and loving. There were times that you did not even know how very much I needed reassurance because I was freaking out inside, and you intuitively did exactly what I needed....you were steady. This song has become my heart's breath of relief, my reassurance from you that you feel exactly what I feel, and that I'm not trivial or replaceable. This song sings in my ear about my importance to you. That is something that I did not trust a year ago. I desperately wanted to. And now baby, I do know and trust. And I definitely feel every single word of this song in my heart for YOU. I have died every day waiting for you. I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more. Happy 1 year anniversary to the woman who deserves all of me.
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