Ask me if I'm still feeling sorry for myself now that I'm pinned and I'd reply with a "meh"

I was once told that it was unwise to do an inventory of your habits while being high. I can understand the reasoning, as it's just too easy to justify the use as what's keeping you together and functioning. Don't I EVER have a problem, but be damned if my stubborn will would let go of his euphoria long enough to fix this.