I Want More Self-confidence

I often feel envy towards those who exhibit carisma and confidence. These are qualities that could open so many doors for me in life just as it has to other people.

Society favors those who have enough self-confidence to step up and manifest what they desire and speak with certainty. But for people like me it is an upwards slope. I was not born into money nor am I as beautiful as a lot of women out there so I can't feel that confidence that I crave.

I hate myself for being so introverted and lacking in charisma and social skills.