Thank you. My parents convinced me that the only reason people are nice to you is because they want something off of you. NO friends were allowed over, and I home had to be the only place in mind when I leave school. Very tight hold they had on me. Hindsight says they loved me, overdid it, over protected me, and had no idea how to reach me, accept me and get me to engage with them. They just knew what they were taught themselves. Parenting has to be within you, and it's no one's fault if you make an honest mistake, as long as you redeem yourself by living a clean thriving life. Even God don't help those that don't help themselves. I'm breaking the cycle of dysfunction with every tap of my keyboard. The leash is off. Release the doves. Put the turkeys down. They don't fly, they're too heavy. it's fun to let my imagination spill into a comment or reply. Thanks again.
