I grew up with the mantra in my head that life never owed anyone anything however much we think we are ENTIITLED.
Life is nothing but a continuous succession of how the dice falls regardless how we think we control things, we don't.
Life gives at it's own pure random pleasure and takes away to our demise. Life is a cynical fkckr.
People come and go in our lives and that lies within the realm of the randomness of events.
My sister came and went. God gave me a little sister and he took her away through cancer. She didn't belong to me or our family. She was brought to me a year and a day after I was born. God took her away based upon his random cherry picking victim game.
My sister came to me, shared a part of my journey, then left for good because life did not owe me my sister. I guess.
Life doesn't owe me to be understood, to be pitied, to be loved or cared for. Life doesn't owe me riches and fortune, a wife a partner, children of my own. Life doesn't owe me fame, to travel the world, to win at the lottery or have a fast car. Life doesnt owe me to be popular or to be liked. Life owes me just nothing.
Life is nothing but a hand full of dice and how they fkng fall.
I ask just one thing from life but I am master of my own free will in this: that I keep on loving my family and my departed sister with an unfaltering love and devotion.
I don't deserve ANYTHING more than that and life owes me nothing more than that and I count my blessing of all the things I wasn't owed.
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