I Am Upset

I’m in the hospital cause I was shot in the center of my foot early this morning by my moms boyfriend. There’s a 75% chance I’ll loose half of my foot. I feel awful about the whole thing, not just for me but for my uncle cause he’s helped me with a lot & I don’t wanna put him through this. I shared this with one of my loves who is also on here ( u know who u are ). Hate to be gross but the bone is showing & I’m on heavy pain killers. Don’t know what else to say other than I hope to heal, but on the bright side recovery is so long that they’ll hook all the hospital stuff at home so I can be taken care of at home. I’m in bed rest for a month which means, this is how I’ll spend my birthday, but I can complain about that. Honestly, I’m feelin down & the Voices are kickin in but I have a feelin I’ll be alright.