I Have Trust Issues

As we laid side by side gazing into each other’s eyes she said to me “I will never love another like I love you” but did she really mean that?

She made my heart melt done things to me that no one had ever done, she looked deep into parts of my soul no one had ever come close to yet part of me felt I couldn’t trust her because she had too many people falling at her feet and to me this just wasn’t normal so I pulled away from her, my whole body wanted to melt into hers to fall deeply into her soul but there was this barrier that stopped me from doing this and I had built my wall as I knew she was capable of hurting me.

I truly wanted to believe her every word but my intuition told me she had said and done this to many and I was just one of her puppets she would get bored off sooner or later and I was right because as soon as my back was turned she was texting many others looking for attention and I knew I’d never be able to trust her no matter what connection we had, I would never be enough for her I could of give her the world but it would never be enough and although part of me will aways ache for her I know she is someone I would never be able to trust. 💔