I Want To Be Special To Someone

I once had what I thought was love. I wonder if I could ever get that back, have it be true love and last forever. I recently have developed these longing desires to be with someone who loves me unconditionally and stop lingering in my past of the what ifs. Everything happens for a reason, and I need let my past go and look towards the future. Only thing is, I don't know what the future holds. I pray that it includes a man that I can be myself 100% . I pray that it holds a man who loves me unconditionally, respect me, and put me first before anything but God, especially if marriage if the goal, which it should be. I want us to be able to communicate with each other. I want us to be able to confide in each other, love each other's flaws and grow old together.

Top | Newest First | Oldest First

Carla1951 · 70-79, F

First off my dear we live within a very unrefined world. I might suggest you speak with your pastor to see if they might create an outing for adults like yourself. You might suggest a picnic at a near by park. And to marvel at the multitudes of plants and trees.
I can only tell you that for myself I feel closer to God when I am within nature. Looking around and viewing his artistic works. I wish you well and God Bless.

sweetiepoo · 36-40, F

@Carla1951: Thank you.

amun87 · 36-40, M

Good luck finding that man , they are all not the same , sooner or later you will find that one who appreciate you ,loves you for what you are , value your past experiences and mistakes .