I Want To Be Special To Someone

I think I've concluded that I'm happy simply being special to myself. Don't get me wrong, it's very nice to be special to another person. However, people come and go. They die, move, abandon you, or simply fade away for whatever intentional or unintentional reason life serves.

I'm sure I'm probably more special to certain people than I think I am. Still, I feel fairly on my own in the care and concern department. They say the kindest people are the people who lack and need kindness the most. I could definitely see that. I'm alone a lot. I think it's more my own doing these days though. Although, I don't really have family anymore. My best friend moved out of state. I moved nearly 2 hours from everyone I know...knew.knew know new now, who knows! :p my boyfriend is my world, but he's not the most expressive or cuddly. I'm ok with that. Sure, I remember what it's like to be truly, enamorously special to someone and all the magic that goes with that, but passion can be a frightening, temperamental thing that can turn fickle in the blink of an eye.

I could be really, flipping depressed and lonely, but you know what? I thing I'm super awesome. I love myself and my own company. I am special to myself and I know I have a lot to offer others. I'm happy with the way things are. They say you can't be completely happy until you're happy with yourself and that is the absolute truth!

I think we all mean more to those around us than we think. We're all too critical of ourselves. Let's just love ourselves and see how special we truly are!