I Accept Responsibility For My Own Actions

Some times my actions are not all my fault but I take responsibility for them any ways. I am bipolar and not always myself. Before I found the right meds for me I had to go through like 18 different ones. Each one made me think and act different. People would and do hold that against me. I mean, it was me, but I was on the wrong medicine and each one had a profound influence on my personality.
I get sick always having to explain that to people. But none the less it still was me that did whatever has everyone pissed at me and asking me why I did it.
Maybe I don't take responsibility. Maybe I just blame the meds. IDK any more.