I Am A Christian But Im Not Perfect

I should just let go of the past, what happened at my old hospital, it's been going on five years now, but I want to keep what Jesus did for me. I should just let go of my old family doctor, I haven't seen him in ages, there is no use in hoping to tell him the truth, it's irrelivant and long overdue. Anyways I'm sure he already knows, enough anyways. Lord, I'm tired of the worlds.