I Am On My Own Spiritual Path
One thing I've learned about the whole earth experience, as well as a myriad number of other things, is that we are more diverse and complex than we could ever begin to understand. When I speak of diversity and complexity, I'm not so much referring to these social impositions like race, culture, and religion. I'm referring to people's general level of consciousness and the endless permutations they exhibit. We are all so individualised within our own psyche's, and no two people are walking around with the same exact consciousness. This is an unequivocal fact. In technical terms, of course, we are all of the same consciousness, but within this are so many nuanced, yet tangible differences.
As for myself, I've always known - not felt or believed, but known - that I'm not like other people on this planet, and this extends into every level and facet of my being. I can only deduce that there is a reason for this, of which I will no doubt discover very soon. Earth has been a real challenge for me (a nice challenge, I'm happy to say). This place is so perfectly imperfect, in my eyes - but I'm ok with that. Though I will say it's really not easy walking among the general population of people with an entirely different conception of reality and having no one to connect with at all. I'm not lamenting my situation. Just being as accurate and true to life as I can... (the sole reason I do anything, ever).
Throughout my life so far, I've had little choice but to interact, to the best of my ability, with those who represent (and reflect) the very opposite of my being and what I'm about. I say that only because it's true. No other reason. I don't mind, though. It's fine. I unconditionally love and cherish all people equally, and I will never see them otherwise. That's just the kind of soul I am; benevolent and gentle to all, highly understanding, intensely empathetic. It's only because of how I am, that I feel the need to be here for others and to share my unique perspective in this world. There aren't many individuals walking around in this world who would willingly die for a total stranger. I happen to be one of those individuals. Again, only saying it because it's true.
I wish you all only the best, and if I ever had the reigns of power, I'd give you all the life you deserve. The only thing I'd ask in return is that you let me do it.
As for myself, I've always known - not felt or believed, but known - that I'm not like other people on this planet, and this extends into every level and facet of my being. I can only deduce that there is a reason for this, of which I will no doubt discover very soon. Earth has been a real challenge for me (a nice challenge, I'm happy to say). This place is so perfectly imperfect, in my eyes - but I'm ok with that. Though I will say it's really not easy walking among the general population of people with an entirely different conception of reality and having no one to connect with at all. I'm not lamenting my situation. Just being as accurate and true to life as I can... (the sole reason I do anything, ever).
Throughout my life so far, I've had little choice but to interact, to the best of my ability, with those who represent (and reflect) the very opposite of my being and what I'm about. I say that only because it's true. No other reason. I don't mind, though. It's fine. I unconditionally love and cherish all people equally, and I will never see them otherwise. That's just the kind of soul I am; benevolent and gentle to all, highly understanding, intensely empathetic. It's only because of how I am, that I feel the need to be here for others and to share my unique perspective in this world. There aren't many individuals walking around in this world who would willingly die for a total stranger. I happen to be one of those individuals. Again, only saying it because it's true.
I wish you all only the best, and if I ever had the reigns of power, I'd give you all the life you deserve. The only thing I'd ask in return is that you let me do it.
26-30, M
