I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

I'm so happy and excited to say that I made amends with my ex. He accused me of leaving him for someone else. I wrote and explained why I let him think that. He forgot about the part where he threatened to hit me and wouldn't believe me when I told him he was mistaken. Now we're good, we both forgive each other, now we're going through an emotional upheaval. No more living in guilt and pain. Thirty years. We are still strong friends, and hopefully will never lose touch again. He is currently in prison. His wife divorced him and he has no one there to help him. I'm just what he needed. Now he and I are writing to each other. 😱 The way he talked to me made me want to do anything for him and it's back like magic. We're getting reacquainted. We're soul mates again. We're also healing each other. I'm so happy.

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soulsugar

Let's see my side for a minute and not be so in a hurry to judge. For one thing, you don't know what tf I'm talking about. This is a damn good and overdue reunion with a previous best friend who lost trust in me (mistakenly) without hearing me out.

Maybe you're thinking your opinion is maybe going to help me. Save it.

I chose to leave before he acted upon it. I knew I deserved to be treated better. I dodged a bullet and went on with my life. I knew I had to leave or he'd follow through. There was no time or space to clear it up at the time, so we went our separate ways. Recently I got to explain my side of the story. He now knows the truth and being 17 at the time, he knew he handled it wrong. He's feeling pretty humble. I would have rather let him think I cheated than to have a huge knock down drag out fight and possibly ruin whatever good there was between us to begin with. We have both been suffering the loss of a hasty break up and it's hurt us for 3 decades.

Of course he's selfish. Your response was selfish, because you made a judgement without hearing it all. I'm a damn brat of the universe, and you're jumping to a negative conclusion. It's sad that you didn't have what we had, and had to try to blemish my experience here.

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