I Am a Sensitive Person
It’s not that you’re too heavy or too thin.
It’s not because you’re too slutty or too much of a prude.
It has nothing to do with the size of your breasts or your thighs or your stomach.
It’s not your finances or your job.
It’s not that you’re too successful or not successful enough.
It’s not that you aren’t pretty enough or smart enough or confident enough.
This is not meant to be an excuse, This is not to say that I am faultless. This is not to say that I have no responsibility in relationships. I've tried, I've compromised, sometimes I've even put my vulnerability at stake, I've put the other person in front of me, I've allowed myself to be selfless. I acknowledge that I have flaws and I made and will continue to make mistakes.
But sometimes, regardless how hard you try, you find yourself caring for people who couldn't care less, refuse to accept you, because it’s easier to make you think something’s wrong with you than it is for them. You could spend your entire time asking yourself what it is about you that isn't good enough for someone. ......
......No, I won't apologize for who I am. I won't question what is wrong with me or what I need to change. I know who I am. No matter how they make me believe otherwise. And I know, someone who is true will not force you to turn inside yourself and search for what it is about you that is wrong, and what it is that needs to be changed. Rather, that someone will excite you and support you and inspire you to be better, instead of causing you to become trapped inside your own head, wondering how you can change yourself to please or to accommodate. I am perfect even amongst all my imperfections.
