I Am Trying to Break My Bad Habits

Hopefully, by the end of September, I will pass the third month-jinx with this current account. It happened with my two previous accounts; by the third month, things got messed up that to delete was the only option. I looked at my posts in my previous accounts and they were happy posts with equally happy responses from friends I connected with, seemingly authentic. Whatever happened that left them abandoned just made me sad. Now I find myself all alone "dancing in the wilderness." Ugh, social media is such a messy, complicated, shaky ground, where things happen so fast. You easily get lost in the confusion and get hurt in the aftermath of the distraction. I am in my third month and I am losing interest...Idk, will I stay for the sake of creative writing?

It was yesterday afternoon when I wrote this. Suddenly, I felt the cold brisk air. [i]"Why is autumn mist just sad?"[/i]