I Am Going To Try And Write Poetry

The human race
Puts me in this place

A position

Far from Reality
Apart from Fantasy

You do not have to follow
To fit in
It is your choices and thoughts
From within

To do what you love
And
Believe me
I would love to appreciate love

But they go from being here
To
Being sent straight above

My head
Oh my it hurts
My apologies
If I choose to blurt

Love triangles happen
Friendships amend

I can not keep up
with this pace
Is this how we run
this place

For good
Or for bad
That is all
I have had

In all honesty
Bad

I am back to square one
That is the way I won

Year after year
The emotions accumulate over time
My face burns from these tears

People are such lovable
Yet
Cruel beings

I want to live a life
Full of deep and colorful
Meanings

Yet my silence has been
Screaming

I have been talking
Yet
I have been crawling

Back in the same place
I have
Known
Apart from the world

I
Fear
The
Unknown