I Am Alone

I am going to be as vague as possible as to why I am like this now. But I have accepted the fact that I am not someone who can do friendships or relationships. I don't get close to anyone and I have been like this for almost four years. People are cruel hypocritical monsters. We all like to pretend that we care for our fellow man but that's not the truth. Everybody is the hero of their own story.

Believe it or not, I consider myself a happy person. I've taught myself over the years to avoid others.That being said, I still have a job, am able to socialize with others but rarely get close. I'm just not somebody who can have a normal social life and I have accepted that.