I Am a Dreamer and a Thinker
Promises....like beautiful confetti tossed into the air, said with meaning, but falling to the ground, mixing with dirt and gravel, getting trampled and losing form.
Stunned...feeling numb and speechless, deeply sad and disillusioned, lying in the gravel. Feeling its gritty dampness on my skin. Feeling exposed and vulnerable, the jagged edges of stone and cold hard pavement are my only resting place.
Alone, there is no one here right now. Right this moment. I lie alone in this muddy mixture of broken promises, shock, loss. My heart is crying for something but I don't even know what that is. I feel the heaviness of my own body, tears streaming down my cold skin, the sun is out but I can't see it.
Frozen....I want to get up but I can't right now. I am paralyzed. My eyes are looking for a direction....where to begin. My heart is stuck. My legs are as heavy as sand bags. My spirit is feeling lost. Nothing is as it seems, or is it?
Those dreams I had....I was so sure. I had such belief. I was so sure. I had such hope. I was so sure. I was so determined to get there. So. many. dreams. And now it feels like somebody turned the lights out.
Stunned...feeling numb and speechless, deeply sad and disillusioned, lying in the gravel. Feeling its gritty dampness on my skin. Feeling exposed and vulnerable, the jagged edges of stone and cold hard pavement are my only resting place.
Alone, there is no one here right now. Right this moment. I lie alone in this muddy mixture of broken promises, shock, loss. My heart is crying for something but I don't even know what that is. I feel the heaviness of my own body, tears streaming down my cold skin, the sun is out but I can't see it.
Frozen....I want to get up but I can't right now. I am paralyzed. My eyes are looking for a direction....where to begin. My heart is stuck. My legs are as heavy as sand bags. My spirit is feeling lost. Nothing is as it seems, or is it?
Those dreams I had....I was so sure. I had such belief. I was so sure. I had such hope. I was so sure. I was so determined to get there. So. many. dreams. And now it feels like somebody turned the lights out.
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