I Believe Family Is Very Important

Waking up today with bits of those crappy feelings still lingering.. I thought they'd be gone by now; but who am i kidding, i only went to bed at 3am, woke up at 6:30, and heck who wouldn't feel this way after 3 hours of interrupted sleep. Hmmm..

But what's worse is this heavy heart thinking of my babe who's down with conjunctivitis and has to stay outta his Nursery. So he's home with his granny, whilst me out here working when it should've been me or H there caring for him, taking the day off.

I love my job but i don't get it sometimes as to why we have to care for other sick people so much when ours are tending their own health at home, without us.

Even the teachers (at the nursery) think that we don't seem to care much about N. Seeing how chill we react to N being sick with anything.

I'm beginning to wonder whether we are good parents or we should act crazier like others do when their kids are sick.