I'll Never Give Up

So i did a terrible mistake...

long story short, sigh.. I was just snubbing people off my life like all the fake friends and such, and i did that to my best friend too and accused her of not caring and other hurtful things, i know now for certain that she did and that i mattered to her more than i know but she was terrified to show it because of how she cared about people before and they hurt her, but i refuse to be amongst those people too...

She is my best friend whether i am hers or not, i went to apologise and i know for certain that won't change shit but she deserves an apology because she's too damn wonderful, inside out.. she's so sweet and caring and beautiful, I'm really sorry that i said what i said.. :/