Told my dad today as we aurged over the fact my depression was to do with bad things that happened in my past , and what I’m writing about was only one of the traumatic events , it wasn’t because I have autism as I was fine in my childhood well i mean I was happy. It was when I was 12/13 it happened nearly everyday when I was walking home from school and they touched me too. They were about 5 older boys. They kept asking me to get my tits out and they would pay me if I did. They kept saying I was sexy and kept asking me on fake dates. I didn’t report it as I was scared nobody would believe me as I wasn’t a well behaved kid and I was scared it would get worst really plus I didn’t even know it was harassment at the time I just thought it happened to most girls and I guess I thought it was going to stop with time. When I finally had enough of it I gave them all what they wanted , I stood in front of them , slowly unbuttoned my shirt and I stood there with my red bra showing and my shirt open. They was shocked and everything went quite. I then tried to get my tits out but they told me to stop then they walked off and after that day they left me alone and I was no longer bothered by them. My dad kept asking why didn’t you report it ? I felt like he didn’t believe me and I got mad and went upstairs I cried today as I really wanted to forget about my past but then I couldn’t stop replaying that in my head. So I had a meltdown and it taken me ages to calm down.