I saw the humour in things more easily, didn't take things so seriously, before you died.
I guess a lot has happened since you died. Still, I miss the way you being you reminded me of what was important, and of the silliness of humanity. Everything's gotten so much heavier since you've been gone.
I appreciate how f@$king neurotic and clingy and weird and socially inept I was and yet you saw my good parts. I remember you telling me I was refreshing. Coming from you that was really special.