I Am Upset With Certain Things

@Pianist1234 mean you're a bad person.

You can't love someone who you continually make cry and then spend hours making others laugh while the person you "love" is hopping around trying to make you happy.

You do not love her in the conventional sense. You may love her how a cat loves a mouse it's caught. Torturing it while it squirms injured with no means of escape.

You need therapy but I doubt you'll ever get any and you'll go from one mouse to the next. Even if you accidentally catch a fellow cat and get a bit injured you'll limp off, lick your wounds and go hunting for the next mouse again. All the while bating traps for other mice so you can watch them squim too while you torture your main prey.

A miserable life to live really.

@Pianist1234 I thought maybe tears of joy but then I thought considering you're spending alot of time making other women laugh I thought no, probably tears of sorrow.