I Am Not Where I Wanted to Be At This Age

I think at a certain point in most of all our lives we all mostly have felt that way. I know I do. My life was nerve ideal but I always thought that with my capabilities my life would be smooth sailing with a bit of smart but hard work. Funny how life has a way of teaching you things and no better way than hands on. Haha. I used to think a lot of things, basically had my life planned out. Then life came along with things no one could prepare me for and knock me right off my pedestal. It hurt, and I head climb up only to fall down many times to learn that no mmatter what happens just to be happy and grateful because life don't alwaysgo as planned so it's better not to have too much of a tight schedule and instead trust and enjoy the ride. Life is crazy and unexpected but also amazingly beautiful. No, Im not where I thought I would be right now or where I would want to but I have no regrets. If anything I learned to cut my self some slack and try looking at things at a different perspective because with all my troubles I could list on and on, I know there's someone somewhere who has it worse. I just try to be the best me I can be day by day. That doesn't mean I don't have days when I beat myself up, there's no one harder on me than me but that doesn't deter me from living the life I've been given thus far the best i can for those who wish that had my troubles.