I Believe That Words Are Powerful

Your right, words can cut deep no matter who says them but like you said people who you care about can do the damage. It's hard to believe that people that supposedly love you or care about you would do that but it happens most of the time I think it's to aggregate you but they don't understand what it does inside, I'm guilty of saying things to hurt my brothers and sisters feelings as much as they did mine, there's something that happens when we started doing that.the things we were saying got worse and worse until we were saying I hate you, I wish you were dead and awful things like that. Getting mad let's out that ugly side everyone has that doesn't care what they say or who they hurt. When you hear something long enough you start believing it. But little brother that person has been tucked away. Waiting for a day that it is needed for something other than hurting feelings just for spite, you have support here from your friends and family I know it's not the same but every Journey starts with one step then another healing is a slow process, keep in mind though that those people saying those things have to heal to, doesn't mean you have to forget what they did, maybe the hurt will be a little better than and your mind can be a little more at peace. Be strong brother

Rick

I know how bad that has hurt you Ab'ben.