I Have Been In An Abusive Relationship

we got commited when i was completing my high school. 5 years into relation we did survive small issues because although we fighted he used to say sorry and we got back again. but as time passed he became insecure with the whole lot of proposals i got.I have tried to ease that but with no effect.Relation was going through a difficult time as i have already decided to give up after so much of accusations and explanations. seeing him in doubt i felt dirty at my soul...and that is when a person made me feel my worth....he gave me strength enough to come out of that relation eventhough he risked his reputation and life just to save me for the sake of friendship we had. Now im single and i am really scared to commit to anyone...because people dont turn out to be always what they show...hidden dark faces behind the masks of loving nature...today i feel the m ost dangerous animal in the world is a human itself..!!!