In The Dark

So why do I always have to try
When no one really cares
And why do I always want to die
When no one's ever there

I wanna turn back the hands of time
Go back to remember when
Go back far enough in this life of mine
And start it all again

So why must I always be so strange
Never part of the crowd
And why can everyone else change
But I am never allowed

The monster in me stirs in his sleep
He reaches for my soul
Destroying all the dreams I used to keep
The darkness takes it toll