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I Write Poetry

[i]A repurposed poem. Written for a woman I spent three years with.

Now, to a woman I've yet to meet, or perhaps the one I will meet once again.[/i]

Lady, you're my light.

Even though the universe can be filled with darkness,

You prove that there is so much beauty,  despite the starkness.

You exemplify this inside and out, because your mind is radiant, and your soul is luster.

Lady, I love you so much more than my words can muster.

You pierce through my pained shadows like a veil,

And teach me the positivity of which I can avail.

Even though I know you want me to stay away,

Lady - you're the woman who made my dark heart sway.

You're unique to me and a gorgeous enigma,

You make me disregard what anyone else may say, and ignore society's stigma.

You've shared with me your wisdom, your insights and your hopes.

You've been there for me so many times, and taught me ways to cope.

Although you want distance, and I don't want to create resistance,

Part of me wants nothing more than to run away with you and elope.

I want to be your rock, and I want to fill you with wonder and hope.

I want to discover the world together,

And embrace you gently come what ever,

I've laughed and I've grown with you, and I've listened to you cry.

When I've looked back at the times I've hurt you, on the inside it made me die.

I know we've done things to make the other hurt,

Yet I yearn to convert our combined pain into something half as beautiful as what I see when I look at you.

Reality is confusing; bemusing.

But when we're together, we show each other things that make us recognize it's also quite amusing.

Lady, universal guidance points me directly to you.

I want to give you all of me: my devotion, love, personality and my very essence.

And to instill in you light and comfort whenever you feel my presence.

I want to grow and evolve with you, and show you what I can become,

Thanks so much to your wisdom and guidance, and your gentle patience, in knowing what I came from.

Lady, I long to fulfill you and give you the answers you seek,

But as for me, whenever I'm with you, in that moment, I know I've found some peace.

You're my light.

I love you.
Stunningly beautiful.
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It sure is!
SW-User
Beautiful writing
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
@SW-User Thank you.
SW-User
Welcome 😊@GeistInTheMachine
Ok.... She is a fucking idiot. A previously acknowledged fact of the night yes. HellG this was one of the most touching and honest and beautiful things ive read all day, night. Youre awesome and deserve just as awesome. Great writting
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
@lulaluboo Ha. Thank you so much for your kind support. I really appreciate it, and it means a lot. You're an awesome person, too.

When you get abandoned by someone you trusted, you tend to feel unappreciated and discarded.

At least for now, I'm able to maintain a positive frame. But as you know, the ups and downs can be brutal.

It's a moment to moment thing. Especially because it's fresh.

First day it was numbness, next it was anger and then disappointment, mixed in with confusion. And then the one after it was a mix of sadness and numbness, with some anxiety thrown in.

Then at some moments I feel confident and positive, but that's hard to maintain.

I don't tend to cry often at all, but I'm surprised I haven't cried. I think that's because it's been so drawn out and relatively traumatic, due to the nature of the specific relationship situation I was in.

Every breakup is different, of course.

I think that ultimately my ex is being rash and making a mistake in rejecting me.

It's painful, because it's difficult for me to fall in love, and I honestly would have married her, despite everything that's happened between us.

When you've demonstrated that you're willing to fight and go all in for someone and put everything on the line, but still they turn their back on you...

But still, it's her choice what she's doing.

Perhaps one day she'll see it my way? I can't know for sure.

I've never put in so much effort into anyone or anything else in my life. Trying to make things work.

Blah. But now I'm rambling and whining.

I have to admit I'm somewhat indignant. I refuse to give up on myself even though things are bleak at the moment. Maybe it's just my ego.

You've always got to keep pushing forwards, no matter what.
@GeistInTheMachine shes likely going to regret it. Keep up the positivity. Youll find someone new and forget all about her one day
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
@Lostpoet Thanks.
SW-User
This is so touching.
The lady who this is going to be intended for is going to be a lucky one. :)
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
@SW-User Thank you for the kind words.
SailorMarz · F
That was a good read..
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
@SailorMarz Thanks. Hopefully I can get in the mindset to write a better one, one day.

 
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