I heard this song today and even if it's beautiful it made me feel enormously sad. I have everything , or better said enough. But something huge is missing. There's a huge hole in my soul. I felt it all. I felt like I'm missing someone that doesn't even exist. I felt all the pain of acquaintances from every day stories. It hit me , it hit me really hard. Like it was happening to me. I couldn't cry , but it felt like I could've exploded any second. Yet no tears were rolling down. I crave for something which I'm not sure what it would possibly be. Only I know that it can't be obtained , as I am the unusual sort of a human being. It's difficult to explain. But something is trying to strangle me. And it's succeeding slowly. Some weird feeling is rising up my gut and I can't help myself. I'm trapped , but in what? Nothing... I can't define anything... Everything is going right, yet nothing is going right. What do I do... I am too young to feel exhausted from life , I'm too young to be heartbroken and not healing... I am a mess. I am too innocent to feel it all. I didn't want this skin , I didn't want this mind , I didn't want this life. Now , when you gave it to me , show me and teach me how to live. Fix me please... I can't.