I Don't Trust Easily Anymore

We spoke again. I can't believe my heart is still beating. All I feel is pain right now. My face bright red from crying an endless river of tears. I finally said how I felt . . . Used for his entertainment. He has no emotions or cares in the world. "All the words that came out of your mouth were lies." He stayed quiet once more. "Your actions don't justify your words." All I heard was the television in the background as if he was ignoring me. "Do you have anything to say?" A long pause, He murmurs a sorry underneath his breath. I barely heard it. "I'm going to hang up and this will be the last time." As I reach for the END button I hear a softness in his voice, "No it won't." I hang up