I think that's depression?

Hi Sonntag...I read your comment and know many, many people feel the same way you do.I have also read your comments and its pretty clear you have a lot of things going on inn that head of yours! Do you get outside very much? Do you like to walk or run or get excercise doing something fun?
I think a lot of people have the same depression you are feeling...its hard to know what is exactly wrong, but gettig some excercise and less computer in the daytime might help ⚽

Sounds like a symptom of some depressive conditions.

Had a quick glance at your posts. Maybe Ptsd? If it lasts try and get some professional help and advice

Did you quiet something you love recently?