I Write Dark Poetry

i try
to fight
to stay strong
but sometimes it feels like its not working
they want
theyre waiting
to take me
back to the darkest place that was my home for so long
im looking
for a way out
when sometimes all i see is nothing
it feels like theyre closer
i try
to stay away as long as i can’‘
but sometimes so feels like i fall anyway
sometimes i feel like youre letting me drown
and you dont want to save me
i promise i will never give up on you
no matter hoe they try
no matter how hard it is
but sometimes i feel like im falling from you