I Write Dark Poetry

im going insane
they tell me i want more
but i know i dont want to be like this
their voices are so loud
sometimes i lose myself
give up the fight
its ok
dont worry
you want this
im trying to control it
but im almost too lost to win
in the dark i listen
try to hear my voice
im barely fighting
closer and closer i come to breaking it
slowly i push away
i struggle but i see it weakening
close my eyes
take a breath
and scream as loud as i can