I Write Dark Poetry

i know i shouldnt do this again
but my heart is saying something
to give this one more try
ive done this before
read the story without a happy ending
but something tells me
this one will
im probably dreaming of somethinng
that wont turn into anything
more than wat it is
have i finally been awakened
or am i still lying cold in my sleep
do i finally feel alive
or am i still dead
could this be it
or will i fall
from my beautiful dream
again