I Love Christmas

Christmas has always been my favorite holiday. I love looking at all the lights. Everything is so magical and beautiful. But I don't know how I'm going to handle Christmas this year. This will be the first Christmas since my husband passed and to top it off I'm gonna be alone. I didn't expect that. Its just happening that way. I'm trying so hard not to cry about it though. There are worse things right? I figure I will just try to sleep it away. Maybe next year will be better. 💔